Ma life Be Like

just like 5 mins ago. i got fucked by my dad.

he called me up to his room and said we had to talk. i sat down and dam from that moment  he started killed me.

He talked about every single bad think that i had done in my life. he started talked bout the porn i watched, how useless i was and how badly i was failing school(well failing one subjects is more like it)

than after that he gave me 3 options on what would happen next.

1) i would leave the house and go my own way with out ever talked to my familly again.

2)because i watch porn he would find me a wife, but i'd have to go pass my IB exams with honours.

3) and lastly he said i take a 180 degree turn and stop every thing that i am doing and work my ass off.

i obviously took number 3.

He said an 18 year old guy like me wasn't supposed to look for girls until i was like 25 and i had all my diplomas in my pocket(exactly his words)

Da dude looked like he was bout to cry. but i realy don't understand y.

Because i watch porn and like Girls and am also struggling in school..

He thinks am going to end up a failure and embarrase him like i've been doing all my life.

his embarassment is when i get bad grades and don't follow the right path according to him...

Man life sucks